This is a reminder that I know nothing My assumptions are a weapon to divide me from connection with those I want to understand I have to stop hiding in my cave Where the shadow puppets cast false tales of a story still unknown My fear is a void that will consume what I feed it Growing larger to envelope my sense of direction What will happen to me if I step out into the unknown I give my attention to the worst of myself Bring down the hammer to my cells Until my form has become obliterated I’m a martyr of shame seeking to feel validated Deep breaths reminds me that I truly am not drowning May the sound of these chords inside be the honesty in what I want I don’t have to hide from anyone if I listen to thoughts deep inside I am who I want to be and the way others feel does not have to be reflected within me When I finally unraveled foreign threads were unwoven My rope is no longer a noose It is only a tool that I decide to tie into what will serve me as life comes my way It can hold me together or link me to another but it will never end me Is love the feeling of raw emotional communication? The spectrum of experience to share at its rarest form Understanding how I feel is what brought me closer to you The narcissist wanted to keep my feelings a secret so I wouldn’t be betrayed or controlled Now I’m nothing
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I really like the way you write.
Thank you for sharing!